So first off let me preface this by saying, I’m not writing this to get compliments etc. I just need to get something off my chest that is bothering me today.
I’ve got to say, confidence is an art form that I have yet to accomplish… I don’t know what it feels like. I’m clumsy and awkward. I don’t dress in new fashions and I certainly don’t know the current makeup trends etc.
Some women just exude confidence and I wish it was something I felt..
I know I’m not ugly and many people have told me I’m one of the prettiest women they know. Etc etc, then why don’t I feel that way? Some days I just feel so small and awkward and just simply unattractive. I hate that feeling and I just wish I knew how to permanently get rid of it! I also wish I had money to actually dress in nice clothes.. But of course I still wear clothes that are 6+ years old…
People out there that have this thing called confidence, where does it come from? How do I own it?