Moving is exhausting!!  It’s almost over…

Moving is exhausting!! It’s almost over…

Relationship Garbage

So my ex is still bothering me… He’s starting to piss me off. He wants to see me, texts me and wants to have dinner lunch etc. And then I hear nothing from him… We had said we would try and date again but I don’t consider this trying. If you want to be with me then show me you want to be with me. OR JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE! I’m tired of this confusing game of back and forth. Why are relationships so fucking difficult for some people?

I’m about done caring.

Tumble Butts!!!!!

OMG… I know it’s been much much too long since I have posted and read your posts… I’ve been busy with shitty life things… HOW ARE YOU!?!? I’m hoping you all are doing well. Hugs and kisses!! I miss you guys.

synthetic-synaesthesia:

i wish you could reach inside yourself and rip your feelings out so you could put them on a table and just point and be like “look this is how i feel this is what i’m trying to say” because for the first time in my life i feel utterly restricted by words and i’m sure a lot of other people do as well

This is exactly how I feel right now… Ugh.

(Source: blocparties)

Confidence, An art form

So first off let me preface this by saying, I’m not writing this to get compliments etc. I just need to get something off my chest that is bothering me today.

I’ve got to say, confidence is an art form that I have yet to accomplish… I don’t know what it feels like. I’m clumsy and awkward. I don’t dress in new fashions and I certainly don’t know the current makeup trends etc.

Some women just exude confidence and I wish it was something I felt..

I know I’m not ugly and many people have told me I’m one of the prettiest women they know. Etc etc, then why don’t I feel that way? Some days I just feel so small and awkward and just simply unattractive. I hate that feeling and I just wish I knew how to permanently get rid of it! I also wish I had money to actually dress in nice clothes.. But of course I still wear clothes that are 6+ years old…

People out there that have this thing called confidence, where does it come from? How do I own it?

I love Halloween!!

Wonder fuck.

Guess who is single again!?!???!! Yup, this gal right here… I don’t know why I can’t find happiness in love but I’m getting sick of it. Anywho, I’ll probably be back for awhile writing about whatever. Broken heart achieved… Now what?

Q&A from thedude74-deactivated20140119

You realize that you are a hard woman to find , thanks for the follow so I could follow you back

thedude74-deactivated20140119

Yes, I’ve been told I’m a hard woman to please, errr find I mean find!

Weight in Cheetos…

I just polished off a bag of Cheetos… And I wonder why I don’t lose weight after working out for two hours a day…

distinguishedbaloney:

That… doesn’t look like icing. 

Spoodge earrings??

distinguishedbaloney:

That… doesn’t look like icing.

Spoodge earrings??

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